I don’t really know how it happens but sometimes I just get too into things I guess. I mean with guys. I don’t think I’m giving off a strong vibe, I think I’m being very casual, always going with the flow. Maybe I let them in too quickly, maybe things move too fast, but all things flings seem to crash and burn.
People have often told me I am intimidating. I rather be intimidating than a push over but I rather be wanted than consistently finding myself alone. I haven’t texted him once. Even this entire time when he has slept over 4 times in the past week, its always him initating it. So this awkwardness I feel now that he has not texted me, nor have we seen each other is confusing.
I haven’t had much experience in relationships and I haven’t had that much experience with love. However I seem to be flinging all over the place…I should know what this means right? Do I play it cool and act like I don’t care…or is this some test hes playing to see how I feel. I mean he did freestyle for me, multiple times.
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